Two months ago I have jumped back into the dating pool after having ended a 4 month relationship. At first it seemed like a positive thing to do, searching online for 'Mr. Right'. Now, I'm not so sure. Being 52 years old and dating is not for the weak at heart. It takes strength and determination. It's only been two months, but I can feel myself getting weaker by the day. It's a roller coaster of emotions on a daily basis. 'He' calls and I get so excited, aglow with anticipation. But reality hits when 'he' stands me up for a date. This has happened 3 times in the last couple of weeks. Then I finally have a date with a new guy that I'm not stood up for...yay! It goes remarkably well and then....cue music...dun, dun, dun...I don't hear from him for 4 days. Arrgghhh!!!! A huge part of me is thinking of giving it up all together. I'm sure some of my friends would prefer that, as I'm sure they are tired of the moaning and groaning I've done lately. I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I guess I'll take it one day at a time and try to stop worrying about it. (easier said than done!)
